VOID
Lyrics
AWOKEN NIGHTMARES
Every night I fall in this street
Dark and so long that I don’t want to sleep
Take me out of this nightmare
Away from this situation I can’t bare
Open your eyes and see that this is real
The hole in your chest has been filled with steel
Can’t think, can’t ear anymore
it seems there’s something else that controls
Bones are cracked and even my soul
Seems to be gone or to be torn
Smiles on my face erase everything for you
I can wait to be alone to stop
faking every single laugh of mine isn’t really true
You can’t explain what’s happening to me.
You’ll never escape!
Oh!
Scars on my face finally revealed the truth
This lifeless body explains everything to you
Next time you’ll try to understand instead of digging a grave.
THE INVISIBLE GUEST
I stare at you with a disgusting look
Evil thoughts in my mind are really spooky
Anger and hate swell my veins with blood
Breaking point is when you come to me
Explaining things I don’t believe
You won’t take control over me
So bleed
With this poison in my head I fall
It takes my breath it makes me lose control
‘Cause I don’t want to be just the slave of a creature that grows inside of me
I can’t heal the wound that’s been created in me
I’m not that ugly but my home is your head.
I am mrs hyde but sexier, better choose me than to be dead
You think you’re free but you’re mine
I could kill you. Oh my god you seem so blind.
With this demon in my veins I fall
I can’t stop him ‘cause I have lost control
‘Cause I thought I was brave but madness turned kindness into insanity.
Killing myself is the only way to stop him from wrecking me.
Never again!
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I know that I should write something everyone will love
‘Cause you don’t just want to watch me you also want a happy girl
But the truth is there are things that my smile just cannot hide
There’s a hole in my heart and a tumor in my pride
And I keep saying that there are voices in my head
Trust me you won’t survive a single day in my brain
There are dark things you won’t explain looking at me
You don’t really want to know if I’m your friend or an enemy
Every word that I say is just another lie
And the feelings in my chest I just want to make them die
You say that I’m perfect, but it doesn’t feels right
‘Cause the problem is that I’m constantly tight
In a life too short and too long at the same time
That runs in circle every and every night
I’m so scared ‘cause I feel I’m going mad
Please make the voices stop ‘cause I just need to…
Break
Explosion in my brain
Don’t wanna live in my head
Don’t say that this is my fate
‘Cause I need to know my ache is gonna …
Break
Deliver me from the pain
Don’t wanna live in this hell
And I’m not lying when I say
That my own self is the worst thing I hate
I’ve got the feeling that my life won’t last much longer.
It makes my mother sad, it makes me feel I’m a failure.
I’m just a broken dolll ‘cause I don’t see me in a life
Too high, too bright, maybe I’m not that smart.
I’m addicted to the pain, am I a psychopath or a therapist?
I think it’s safe to say I’m a fatalist.
It’s easier to say that life is painful than hoping for an escape
‘cause we are stuck in this fate
Sick of smiling and keep pretending
I won’t be lying anymore
What Lies Beneath
I’ll never find my place in this space. They are too many people that are the same. I don’t feel likefeeling the same shame every day. ‘Cause I’ll never find my space in this place.
I’m so sick of saying « hello how are you? » when I don’t give a fuck ‘bout your day. Sick of smiling when I just want to smash all the people I hate.I don’t have the feeling of being me these last days. I just want to be me again.
Look at me, don’t you see I’m choking! I’m sick of being the person you all want me to be! Tired of being the freak. You won’t control me! Don’t even try to break me.You break me from the inside with your gaze judging, suffocating. Don’t look at me, don’t even call,don’t talk.
I don’t need your advices, they all seem so absurd to me.I don’t care what you think so I don’t mind if you think that I am weak.I just want to be down to wake up, to feel the pain to be alive.I just need to be broken, to be destroyed to feel complete in my life.
The only way to wake up is to find a way to stop.This infinite black hole in which I float.I feel stuck in this shit but I have to admitWhen I’ll get you out of my life then I’ll lose all my scars
Look at me, don’t you see I’m growing! I’m no longer this person that was anxious and weak anddidn’t want to feel relief. You won’t change me, even if you broke me.You broke me from the inside but now It’s over we won’t recover what was broken in me. So don’t even call, don’t talk.