I tried to be everything you wanted me to be. And I feel sad, when I look into your eyes, ‘cause all I see is deception, illusion, I cannot describe the disappointment I felt in those moments, when I was not perfection. You take my soul and make it burn, just take my pain and kill it.

Kiss me, hug me or hit me.
Take me, touch me or leave me. (Accept me, deserve me or throw me)
Take care of me, stay with me or hurt me.
I don’t wanna play that game anymore.

I don’t wanna be just the person you want me to be. I was stuck in this life, it was not right, to feel like shit just because of your critics.
I don’t care anymore, I won’t knock on your door. I don’t wanna be, the miserable person you used to love.
You take my heart and make it bleed just take my pain and kill it.

I know that sometimes I just want to go away and loose my mind,
And I know in those moments I mess up but I feel fine, so that’s alright.
We’ll play until we’ll have nothing else to say and,
We’ll play ‘cause there’s nothing more to do today.

And if everything will stop, we’ll never give up, we’ll continue to shoot.
(Don’t stop me, don’t stop me now)
No, no one can stop this light, ‘cause we will rock’n’roll tonight.

My inspiration is confusion, all my words don’t sound so well.
If you don’t like them I don’t care and if you mind, then you won’t dare. To say anything you think and do anything you need.

You wanna dance with me honey?! Yes, I can see it but I don’t feel it.
All the people, all the sounds, all that’s going on around, Makes me feel, makes me need something more that I can’t find.

I think I know, I think you know and I will follow this way
‘Cause playing makes me feel something that you can’t understand anyway.

And if everything will stop, we’ll never give up, we’ll continue to shoot.
(Don’t stop me, don’t stop me now)
No, no one can stop this light, ‘cause we will rock’n’roll tonight.

I will hurt you, I will hit you, but I’ll do anything not to loose you.
You’ll forgive me, you’ll believe me, when I’ll say « I’ll never hurt you again ».
I am sorry, you can trust me, I never wanted to see you like this because of me.
I will leave you, I will let you, live a better life far away from me.

I am the poison, surrender is the cure. If you drink me, you’ll die for sure. I’m not perfect, I’m full of sins. That’s why I can’t save you, I’ll just make you sink.
I am a curse, disguised like a blessing, if you want me you’ll loose your mind
at less. I advise you, « run if you can », you can’t trust me, I will hurt you again.

I try everyday to be better than I am.
I want to fake but I can’t just pretend.

My heart is decomposed, my head is a mess, you wanna see the good in me
but I’m afraid there is nothing to save.
And I feel dirty, so damn naughty, my soul is ugly, it wants to kill me.

I’ve no longer hopes, I’ve no longer dreams.

My body is a grave, my heart lies there.

I’m tired, so tired, to feel I’m never succeeding, just only failing. You think I’m lying, that I’m always trying to say that everything goes wrong.You don’t know that I’m not so strong.

You don’t feel the pain in my chest, the burning in my head, no. I’m so down. Don’t leave me here. I need help, I don’t feel so secure. I’m loosing control and I don’t know, simply don’t know how to go on.

Everyone sees in me a perfect girl with perfect hair, with no difficulties, my life is a dream, got a beautiful family. I don’t have to work hard, everything seems easy for me. I’ve probably never cried, ‘cause all I need tomorrow will be mine. No, I disagree, it’s just that people don’t wanna see the scars, of the pain, of my brain that explodes in a thousand pieces ‘cause it’s not capable of dreaming anymore.

You don’t feel the pain in my chest, the burning in my head. ‘Cause I’ve never felt I was doing something well ‘Cause I’ve never felt you were proud of me as well. I’ve also felt so insecure, I’ve always needed you so now don’t leave me here.

You don’t feel the pain in my chest, the burning in my head, no. I’m so down. Don’t leave me here. I need help, I don’t feel so secure. I’m loosing control and I don’t know, simply don’t know how to go on.

I’ve been waiting for you babe, so long… That I can’t even remember what I was waiting for. And I’m not afraid, not anymore, to tell you. All the feelings, all the pain, all the scars, I felt because of you.

You can say anything now, it won’t change what I have in my mind. I just wanted to let you know, I’m broken but I will go on.

You can’t imagine the shame I felt, when I had to tell them you abandoned me, just simply left me. It was like my heart was crying, was exploding. He was begging, he was dying.

You can say anything now, it won’t change what I have in my mind. I just wanted to let you know, I’m broken but I will go on.

Help me feel something, ‘cause I feel dead now.I am so dead inside. Help me, I need to feel something. You made me feel mad, you made me feel mad. I’ve been waiting so long, I can’t remember why. Now I’m writing this song, ‘cause I feel so bad. I need to know how you feel, why you did this to me. I just wanna go on, but I feel it’s still to you that I belong.

I’m lying to everybody pretending I’m fine, but I’m broken in my mind, since you’re gone.

10 pm, enter in the bar and notice you. 11 pm half drunk and kissing you. ‘Cause I want something I don’t need, tonight baby make me feel something.

And I swear I’m not used to this. But control chokes me and I need to sin.

You’ll be my slave tonight, ‘cause I just wanna feel good, ‘cause I wanna be selfish for just one time. You’ll do anything I’ll ask, ‘cause I wanna be different, not just a pretty girl that shouldn’t say a word. I want to feel your body, your lips on my skin and not feel guilty. I don’t even need to know your name ‘cause tomorrow I’ll probably choose another man.

8 am I wake up with no memories, 10 am finally at home with no worries. ‘Cause I want to be reckless, tonight I’ll do some excess.

I just wanted to have some drinks but this guy looks at me and I feel a sort of link.

You’ll be my slave tonight, ‘cause I just wanna feel free, ‘cause I wanna be selfish for one more time. You’ll do anything I’ll ask, ‘cause I like being different, not just a pretty girl that shouldn’t say a word. I want to feel your body, your lips on my skin and feel horny. I don’t even need to know your name ‘cause tomorrow I know I’ll choose another man.

Try me, use me, do all the things that you want. ‘Cause I know soon you’ll leave me. Take me, exhaust me, waste me until you don’t want me anymore.

‘Cause I know it’s a show, nothing will ever go on. It’s just fame, it’s just fake. Whatever it takes, it will take. I’ll just enjoy my fate, yes I’ll do.

‘Cause I just need to feel good, in the mood to party all night. I don’t wanna feel closed, feel choked, today I’ll be wild. It’s like oooh, oh my god it’s like it’s driving me crazy. It’s not me no, it’s not really me, but I don’t need to be saved.

All those people seem to love me, they don’t even know me. Welcome to a new life. I think this one is just a fake life. Write good songs, don’t try to be different, you just have to be as they want! ‘Cause tonight you know they like you, but tomorrow maybe they won’t be kind.

‘Cause I just need to feel free, be me, not only the one that they’d like. And I don’t want to pretend to be this person I don’t want to be.

‘Cause I know you’ll just try me, use me, do all the things that you want. But I know soon you’ll leave me. You’ll take me, exhaust me, waste me until you don’t want…

I’m not afraid anymore to feel alone, I’m used to this feeling, since you’re gone. And I don’t want to complain or to blame you, I just thought that you might know : my everything was you.

But how many lies, before I discovered the truth? How many cries, before you told me it was true? How many times would you have hurt me before Leaving, leaving me here? How many nights have you been another guy? How many days should I cry until it passes? How many « I hate you » should I shout until I believe that.

Tell me, did you find someone else already? Don’t you really see, I would have done everything for you and me? Hit me, ‘cause I’m not anymore able to feel! You wrecked me, destroyed me, but you still own me. I’m not afraid anymore to feel alone, I’m used to this feeling. And I don’t want to hurt myself with memories, But I can’t live forever, in those false stories.

And I cry deeply ‘cause I feel so down. And I cry deeply ‘cause you let me down. And I cry deeply ‘cause I feel so small. And I cry deeply ‘…there’s nothing left at all. How many nights? many days? Many cries? many tears? many smiles should I fake and go on? How many shouts? many scars? Many hurt? many pain should I feel until your memory ‘ll be gone?